Dreams About Grandma?

Hey Mom,
Just wondering if you had dreams about Grandma after she died. You never mentioned it to me, if you did have dreams. Any advice on how to stop having nightmares about you? It isn't really how I want you to visit me (not that you can control that).

Not much going on here. The funeral home called tonight to say that your death certificates are in. I thought about calling Dad to go pick them up but I thought twice about it. I'll just do it myself.

Your birthday is coming up. I'm not really sure what to do about it. I know I'm taking Dad to the airport that day. He is flying down to see Laura. Am I supposed to still celebrate your birthday? Am I supposed to ignore it? Would you be hurt if I didn't do anything?

The kids are doing OK. They went on a really cool field trip to a trout fishing farm this week. The pond there is filled with so many fish that they guarantee a catch. Jack and Serena were beaming that they caught fish! They gut the fish there at the farm and you get to bring them home. We cooked them tonight. The kids couldn't stop talking about what a fun day they had! William is good, too. He is talking so much and really has control of the potty training. I'm sad that he won't know you.

Miss you,
Anna